To others, I'm a jolly cheerful lady who is outgoing and talkative. From the inside, I felt empty. As we grew older, I realized friends are hard to retained. In the whole list of names in the phone and social networking websites, people were just passing through the life of one another, keeping updates on the news feeds. Sometimes i wish people around are more truthful towards each other. 

As I entered the working life, life is a routine. Responsibilities were increasing day by day, life is getting tougher. There are many things in life where I'm only able to solve it personally. Everyone's busy with their own personal lives. Even best friends grew apart from each other, having their another half.

Some people had moved on with their lives, married and had a family, I'm still hanging on halfway with life feeling incomplete, do not have a mission, haven't finish my studies and doing the things that drained me out everyday. 

So lonely. Even though I know a lot of people around me, i'm just an acquaintances to them, Heading to no where.